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8/26/2007 tattoo for a nerdcan't remember when did i wan to have a tattoo
sec school ?
and now not yet have one.. obviously
my best fren got one ~2 yrs ago
her brother, also my best fren got it recently
and my colleague who chat with me about tattoo already get one too~
so much temptation
but.. hell.. a tattoo for a nerd?
err.. i am not tat intelligent.. just look nerd
sigh
anyway, already make promise with another colleague tat we going to have one
siao.. dunno wat pic i wanna to tattoo
can't think of cool stuff..
only got eeyore, hipo, meow meow on my mind
no loh! those r so not cool
sigh.. c how lah~
!@$#*%$!!!
8/11/2007 i found itmay be i should said, finally i meet someone answer my question!
i came across tis blue n yellow characters last few months
blue with boxer, yellow with panty
i like it so much
coz they r cute
and they r a bit like DD n me
yet i couldn't find anymore pics of them coz i don't even know their name
i can't yahoo or google them to know more
then .. until i came across
9eek9oddess-dot-blogspot-dot-com
[[ came across geekgoddess's blog via jayleif-dot-blogspot-dot-com
came across jayleif's blog via www-dot-xiaxue-dot-blogspot-dot-com
like some-kind-of chain.. chain reaction? food chain? no.. nvm... :) ]] geekgoddess/estee used their pics .. quite a lot.
her blog is very nice.. i like
and she replied my question, gave me the link of blue-n-yellow:
http://www.ponandzi.com/ (So i know blue-n-yellow r actually zi-n-pon)
then from tis fans' website, it links me to
then from tis i know blue-n-yellow/zi-n-pon r created by Jeff
so nice to know all of them, jeff, zi-n-pon, geekgodess, jayleif :)
and so nice to have something good today
morning till 3pm co. event is good
but after tat was very bad. as bad as yesterday night.
until now.. still not so good
relationship is so difficult...
it can't be try-n-error like running test
it can't be buy-throw-buy_again like looking for a good bag
it can't be discussed, draw out & calculated like college math questions
it doesn't like any of the above tat difficults me now
it is the most difficult
and somehow dunno y it has to be something tat we will use lowest EQ to handle
i heard someone (or some sources) said ppl used to have lowest EQ with their closest person
do u ever have tis feeling?
u know wat u should do
but u just somehow can't do it properly
and at the same time
u know wat u shoudn't do
but u feel like doing it.. yet u know if u do it, u will be very regret
and there is no turning back
and u r very afraid someday u will just do it
think, it is like 'theory is theory, practical is practical' ... or 'real life is real life'
different. although the theory is come from practical/real life so tat someone else can follow it
follow the 'should-be-the-right-way'
... just a note... the 'do' is not about any sexual thing
relationship is definitely much more tat tis
especially when it is a bit sorrow... and serious?
should i get someone to discuss with me
may be there is solution?
or should i just speak it out to someone
may be i will feel much better
but i feel like,
at first there is no one to talk to
then now is like i don't feel to talk to anyone
is tis situation as bad as .. like.. when a couple has nothing to talk to each other?
i really hope bad mood is only part of life
tat won't have big impact
tomorrow will always be a better day
should feel thanksful instead being negativetoday co. got event
activities, game and no need to work
at first keep complaint got to knock off 2 hrs late
coz the event finished at 3pm instead normal working hr 1pm.
and then also complaint to have race
coz will get tan since it is race under the sun super hot
but.. after see the event brings us so much fun and joy
and see the organizers team spend good afford
and boss also very frenly involved
i think i really should not always think on bad side
and whenever some frens saying something bad
if i disagree must b brave to stand on my point
can't just blindly follow
one more lesson to learn
8/8/2007 $Lunch time, 1 of d colleagues said she wanna to be rich
earn S$10k/mth
tat is a lot.
then we started to talk about how to get rich
how difficult it is to gain lots of $
i said, in fact all of us r very good now
when we started to complaint not enough $ is only bcoz we expect too high or too much
and at the same time we didn't put in much afford
hence we remain not much-money-as-we-wish and complaint
ppl r lazy and passive... i am lazy
i said so bcoz i believe very rare ppl get rich bcoz of strike toto/4D/gamble/etc
but.. rich ppl do put in afford to earn
of course luck and intelligent r part of the elements
watever, the main point is they do really start to do something toward wat they wan
and persistant to put in afford
of course, i didn't nag all tis out during lunch time
i am not tat old to give lecture/experience in lunch time yet
i prefer to said something funny
then another colleague said i didn't complaint of not enough $ is only bcoz
i am single now
she said, when i have family and children i will realize money is not enough
and i silent, didn't say something funny to 'fight' back
coz i do admit and do 'suspect' wat she said is true
in fact i did complaint not enough $, especially in fact DD
but i know it's only bcoz i expect too much
and to get myself 'more comfortable' when i not enough $
i can just lower my expectation
BUT, when i have a family, i believe i wish to give my family or children the best or at least the better
then.. money will be not enough.. irritating-not-enough
sigh~
while i am learning to be more content on my current life
there is always something to remind me tat.. life sometimes is tough
ANYWAY~ my life is very good now... shouldn't b 'sigh-ing' on wat may-or-may-not-happen-in-future
just continue to remind myself tat
- be more appreciate to family/frens/ppl/food & especially the nature
- i am still in the top range of blissing ppl in the world
compare to those can't live/eat/study well
8/6/2007 tat kind of smileTat day saw a very handsome ah moh
he with his gf who has a very good skin but with airport... like me.. -___-
i told DD he is very handsome, d ah moh
he gave me tis kind of expression =__=
ha
i said:" but the ah moh is really very handsome"
and i was in tat kind of smile until we went out the train
they still inside
today saw the i_weekly_magazine
hee~ got him
read about him and his movie
hee~ i am in tat kind of smile
it reminds me tat it was such a long time i didn't have tat kind of smile
last memory is like in college? or sec school?
smile like very happy yet can't let him know
and a bit shy
sigh.. am i too old to smile like tat?
siao~ a bit paisei to write about tis
i am not afraid of the retirement age like some guys do
may b i am not YET afraid
but i already start feeling uncomfortable about going to b 30
wat is tis??? still got 3 yrs+ ley!?
anyway, the 20+ ages like very very fast loh
wat have i done???
sigh... forget it. life is still go on and i am lazy.
beside, who cares i am 20+ or 30?
8/4/2007 wedding preparationlots of frens ask .. and here u go.. the update
(also a continue from blog 2007.07.13):
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