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3/29/2007 who is reading my blog ah?yesterday got a message from fren,
then only know she is reading my blog.
suddenly very curious...
who is reading my blog ah?
can my frens just down me a comment
saying hi or watever?
so tat i know u all~
^-^ thx thx~
Bet my frens not listening... ~_~ 3/22/2007 in lab or mc at home as most of the work/employee, i guess,
i feel like stay at home when i am in work
however, when i stay at home during work days, means
i am sick, mc at home
after so many time of mc at home
i found tat both bored in work place & mc at home are SIAN ! 闷
and time goes very slow
and meaningless
hmm... i am complaining again.
as DD always said... ^O^ hohoho~
in addition when mc at home
means most of the time i am dizzy
western medicine makes me feel like weak patient
yes, the medicine does work and my illness is cured
but i will feel very weak
as my mum uses to say:"吃西药很散"
watever... sick of being sick! long storyBelow is the long story/answer about me and TTSH and thyroid gland and frequent mc: ¤ KåRïSÿÏwëÑ ¤ stop all your ACTS! it gets you no where but HATRED from me!! [[ LOVE me or HATE me but dun TEST me ]] says: wat happen to u shanice B2H in says: long story ¤ KåRïSÿÏwëÑ ¤ stop all your ACTS! it gets you no where but HATRED from me!! [[ LOVE me or HATE me but dun TEST me ]] says: shrten it lo shanice B2H in says: once upon a time in 2004 ¤ KåRïSÿÏwëÑ ¤ stop all your ACTS! it gets you no where but HATRED from me!! [[ LOVE me or HATE me but dun TEST me ]] says: ... shanice B2H in says: i notice my heart pumping abnormally fast shanice B2H in says: then visit clinic doc shanice B2H in says: she said it may be due to thyroid gland hormone imbalance as heart too fast is one of the symptom shanice B2H in says: she then took my blood sample and visual observe my neck (as thyroid glands are around tat area) shanice B2H in says: she found a small lump on left side ¤ KåRïSÿÏwëÑ ¤ stop all your ACTS! it gets you no where but HATRED from me!! [[ LOVE me or HATE me but dun TEST me ]] says: serious or nt? ¤ KåRïSÿÏwëÑ ¤ stop all your ACTS! it gets you no where but HATRED from me!! [[ LOVE me or HATE me but dun TEST me ]] says: nd operation shanice B2H in says: it is adnormal coz right size doesn't have similar thing.. u know human are symmetrical shanice B2H in says: since u wanna to know then listen slowly shanice B2H in says: it is long story shanice B2H in says: shanice B2H in says: however, blood test showed thyroid gland hormone normal. shanice B2H in says: but!.. as the lump is there, she wrote a letter to me so tat i was transfer to polyclinic then only tranfer to TTSH for further investigation shanice B2H in says: if the private doc straight transfer me to TTSH, i will have much lesser subsidiary. transfer for polyclinic can have more subsidiary ¤ KåRïSÿÏwëÑ ¤ stop all your ACTS! it gets you no where but HATRED from me!! [[ LOVE me or HATE me but dun TEST me ]] says: oh tt is y u went ttsh tt day? shanice B2H in says: the story only reach yr 2004 Continue. then i wait wait wait , finally reach TTSH appt shanice B2H in says: but shit tat the lump was disappeared by the time i finally meet doc in TTSH shanice B2H in says: anyway, they still arrange me ultrasound and expensive blood test, test a lot of thing shanice B2H in says: then wait wait wait again shanice B2H in says: TTSH very slow shanice B2H in says: ultrasound report showed tat i got cyst in both left and right thyroid glands shanice B2H in says: left one bigger ¤ KåRïSÿÏwëÑ ¤ stop all your ACTS! it gets you no where but HATRED from me!! [[ LOVE me or HATE me but dun TEST me ]] says: shanice B2H in says: TTSH arrangement me tissue extract .. poke a needle inside my neck get tissue from the cyst shanice B2H in says: for dignosis shanice B2H in says: wait wait wait again shanice B2H in says: report showed no cancerous thing of the SAMPLE poke out from nect shanice B2H in says: doc recommend me go for operation to take since it is like bomb, u dunno when it turn to cancerous or it will never turn. no guaranty shanice B2H in says: i then decide to tried chinese medicine first shanice B2H in says: after 1 mth plus ate expensive Ch medicine. went to ultrasound again found cyst no change shanice B2H in says: thus went for operation shanice B2H in says: the doc said the cyst is not big but the gland itself is small too. thus to take out cyst in left gland, have to cut away whole left gland. shanice B2H in says: and it is done shanice B2H in says: now i got only right thyroid gland shanice B2H in says: but medically, only single side of gland can support normal life, should be any problem shanice B2H in says: BUT!~ shanice B2H in says: i still got a tiny cyst in right side gland, remember? shanice B2H in says: left gland removal surgery was done in sep 2005 . since tat i have to visit TTSH doc once every few months shanice B2H in says: tat's y i go TTSH tat day shanice B2H in says: BUT!~ (again..) the 2004-2007 doctors visitssssss, 2005 surgery didn't give me conclude why i got quick heart beat at the very very beginning ¤ KåRïSÿÏwëÑ ¤ stop all your ACTS! it gets you no where but HATRED from me!! [[ LOVE me or HATE me but dun TEST me ]] says: oic shanice B2H in says: anyway, tis might most probably due to imbalance hormone shanice B2H in says: but doc would give exact/sure answer, coz hormone thing veyr hard to monitor. it may high or low anytime anywhere watevery did or do nothing shanice B2H in says: anyway it is not important as long as they make sure i got no cancerous cell in my other cyst shanice B2H in says: ok.. following, i will tell u y i mc today (u forgot u asked liao ley? haha) shanice B2H in says: i mc coz i invisted doc yesterday 11pm shanice B2H in says: i visited doc coz my heart beat fast again (a seriuos time after 2005 surgery), and both arm numb and muscle tense shanice B2H in says: and keep on want deep breath as asthma shanice B2H in says: doc said: shanice B2H in says: (1) u heart beat may because thyroid hormone imbalance again, thus suggest me to have appointment with TTSH doc and go for blood test again shanice B2H in says: (2) deep breath may be tension shanice B2H in says: numb and muscle tense is because i breath in too much oxygen which leads to too much calcium was released.. too much will make muscle tense and numb shanice B2H in says: like some ppl panic till can't move shanice B2H in says: ok~ end of story shanice B2H in says: clap hand shanice B2H in says: ha shanice B2H in says: my next TTSH appt will be 4 apr, i will take leave again, then take mc (if the doc giv, he usually giv) then u have to cancel my leave application and process my mc again shanice B2H in says: ¤ KåRïSÿÏwëÑ ¤ stop all your ACTS! it gets you no where but HATRED from me!! [[ LOVE me or HATE me but dun TEST me ]] says: ah ger ¤ KåRïSÿÏwëÑ ¤ stop all your ACTS! it gets you no where but HATRED from me!! [[ LOVE me or HATE me but dun TEST me ]] says: i nd to digest 3/19/2007 photolook thro' quite a lot wedding photos
from website
s'porebrides.com.sg website
found tat it is really not easy to get my satisfaction....
seem like i hardly find photo satisfy...
cham liao...
this means...
i might be too anxious during photo shooting
end up can't really enjoy and photos are taken not too naturally
or
i will feel disappointed on the photos???
i think my problem is think too much
before i really understand the situation
or find out more
and i don't understand wat myself want yet
err...
i think i better stop thinking liao
everything should be ok
it HAS TO BE !
BIG DAY! BIG DAY!!! HAPPY BIG DAY!!!~
:) ok... everything will be fine 3/16/2007 thinkwhen i was 17
i got my first part time job
the female and male bosses r nice ppl
they tought me something
which is be alert and don't believe watever ppl say
for my point of view
it means i should think/guess wat devil thing tis person might planning...
then now
i gradually feel tat
watever ppl say i might think on the bad side
tat there might b something bad behind
to think tis way ALL the time
is really tiring!~
so today onward
i must remind myself
don't think too much
and most ppl r nice ppl
of course it doesn't mean i'll blindly believe everyone...
emm... sound contradict...
^_^ slowly... think positive think happily
3/14/2007 super heavy rainYesterday on d way back home
super heavy rain
however, surprisingly i didn't get frustrated on tis
instead i recalled quite a lot of thing in the past
there was once period of time, i very dislike raining
raining made me upset
coz i couldn't go to swim
n which in turn couldn't have d chance meet someone
haha~ ya... at tat time i swim a lot really bcoz of someone
he is someone's hubby now
n i got mine soon
n we r plenty good frens now in tis small island
not bad not bad~ ^-^
the rain falls like dunno wat
raining cats and dogs
why they call it 'raining cats n dogs' to describe heavy rain???
i like cats
n realized dogs r cute since last year
emm.... boring topic here
i kept walking ahead home
suddenly feel like throw away d umbrella
n then jump/dance in the rain
crazily happily
but of course i didn't do it
it only happens in comic
or 偶像剧
pant wet n finally reach home
attached cats pic taken from LouisKoo's blog
i like cat !!!~
tis one looks like meow meow, a cat i own b4...
sigh~ sad story tat he leaves
got to stop liao or will be upset in thinking meow meow 3/11/2007 nice sunday!!!~sick from friday night
totally don't have mood to go out yesterday (sat)
cause western medicine makes me very weak .. as usual
DD felt bored wanna to go out
yesterday slept super early 9+
tis morning woke up feeling better
thus went out to look for wedding shoes
BINGO i bought finally!!!~
feel soooo happy ^O^
and i bought one shoe with 9.90 only
hee hee~ promotion price
and dunno y my favourite shoe is now finally seasoned
no more pain in wearing it~~~ good!
DD bought me one japan style blouse (30+ after 50% discount)
and renoma dinner bag (40 after 50% discount)
so good
and i took a photo with CSI handsome chemist
i insist he is chemist
thus it is a pic of 2 chemists... handsome and pretty
hohoho ... blush~
~GOOD SUNDAY~
thx thx ^*^ flawhad a bad dream just now
i am use to it
yet still very upset on having dream every night
sigh~
while awake and lying on bed
i suddenly think about my wedding preparation
it is really a flaw that SC, ST, CNgan, KYean and KC can't
join me in choosing my gowns
i have no confident i did choose the best gown for myself
and again~
i know KC and Onion would be able to attend my wedding dinner
one is US, another in Shanghai
too bad~
anyway...
may be sometimes beauty is b'coz of the flaw...
as Samatha said in 'Head over heel' movie 3/6/2007 UnbelievableSometimes, things do happen in unexpectable way
most of the time, my life is just quite routine
like other many ppl
i complained about it from time to time
however, i found tat being normal/usual is much better
tis morning, when we reach co. as usual
after alight from co. bus
cleaner uncle told us tat there is something smelly near the drain
we quickly think about Xiao Pang
it disappeared since yesterday
we saw it last sat but it is very slim and weak
after we gave it bath tat day
we didn't see it anymore
...
ya it is XiaoPang
it died beneath the big container
sigh~ so sad another puppies died
now only leave GalGal and Brother
EW & WY cried i didn't
this is another unexpected thing happened today
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