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11/27/2007 glasswarehave u ever have tat kind of feeling?
holding a fragile glassware..
handle it with care
it is either very expensive or rare
and it is not belong to u
yet u hav to handle it
live with it
handle it with very extra care
so difficult
so tiring
sometime so awkward
how to turn tis glass-crystal relationship
into a much more comfortable one?
how to say no when u think no?
since when i so timid to face my choice my decision?
feel like say dirty words.. and bo chap.
or hav alcoholic drink?
err.. .. bad choice
after an hour..............
had a nice chat with fren..
tmr with hav dinner with other buddies
guess life is pretty sky is still bright~ haha.. ^^ 11/26/2007 precipitatespent a relax-lazy mth after wedding
spent ~24hrs happily with parent n younger brother
spent few hrs finished reading a online novel
emm.. i had tat kind of feeling again..
not very complicated, yet dunno how to put it in words
nope.. not once a month.. ..
may b i can write down, everything in mind
will it helps? at least there r lesser questions
i do remember we hav unhappy moment
with my family
but i don't remember tat unhappy feeling
i am very glad about it
thus i think it's the good deed(*) of being apart with family n worked in s'pore.. beside i gain DD
"gain".. ha.. i didn't find hIm.. but dunno y he found me.. and then we found each other together :)
sometimes i will look at DD and think 'y?'
y we r together
there is really no reason
but it really doesn't matter
yet it still bother
may b i should stop finding myself answers
.. first i should learn to stop thinking questions
BUT i really mean it when said 'it really doesn't matter"
err.. start confusing? nvm.. i just wan to precipitate my thought
not to be questioned or discussed
i think most ppl hav dunno-how-and-not-usual feeling.. once awhile
but we all hav to learn to handle right?
a look at sky
a rubbish-silly-funny chat with frens
a favourite song
it wil bring u back to normal life
it is a real life, yet sometimes doesn't feel so real
and there r lots of wonder
(MATRIX~~~.. ok.. stop thinking funny.. keke)
i mean.. my mind usually got nothing.. beside work
but sometimes there r lots of things.. too much
traffic jam..
it is meaningless yet disturbing
sometimes i keep asking myself why i wan to keep the angry and dislike
once there is fren told me, i should allow myself to angry and hate someone
it is normal
ya.. it is normal
but uncomfortable feeling
i hate a guy b4.. no.. not lover type..
just a man.. but then.. i found tat..
he is now lonely and with un-cured disease...
it is like drama.. ..
i don't hate him anymore.. but the feeling now is like a ..
wearing contact lens.. and there is something inside..
(don't laugh one my words.. -__- .. MLM)
and we can't change our memory like daily/mthly contact lens
and i always hav some complaint..
sigh.. i wish i am forgiveful and .. broad minded?
or i should talk less
internet is good.. a good platform where u can spend ur time
doing something or nothing
just let time pass
and bring away some undesired thought
Tv also very good..
finished crap-ing.. or crab-ing
(*)
is "deed" a correct word?.. don't answer me
有一天的一個晴天 陽光映在這張舊沙發
躺下來閉上眼 渾然不知寂寞正在蔓延 昨天的激情 今天的空寂 還有一張慘白的臉 慢慢改變 一杯水和一支香煙 混合安靜孤獨的氣味 是真情是謊言 星期天的早晨別太絕對 瘋狂的世界陌生的鞋 鎖在門之外 有時候 想把自己關起來 還是 學著把心門打開 11/23/2007 another updaterealize i forgot to update a real update..
i cut my hair..
i mean a hairstylist cut my hair..
i mean i pay for a hair cut.. err.. Fei Hua..
ok.. cut the crab
during my schooling time, my hair style is like:
in black color of course..
and it is naturally curve.. way too curve..
with no-style tat kind of style..
lion's one even better than mine
then after work, i spent lots of $ to rebond, it didn't turn wat i wan but better than b4:
in black or dim-spoilt-brown, not blue of course
then after married, i turns lazy, and hav d hair cut.. a bit like tis:
not yellow la. still damaged-brown.
Oh ya.. one more update.
After married, beside bigger bed, there is another change.
New activity comes in.. kekeke..
my blog got spider web..fren said my blog got spider web liao wor..
at first sight, i told i kena virus..
siao liao... once kena virus, day day afraid virus..
hahhahaha so lousy english! i like!
err.. update ah..
nOthIng special happened ley.
after marriage nOthIng much change, really.
except bed is bigger and more comfortable.
emmm.. may b there r two thIngs to talk about.
(1) i wan to buy clothes..
well, whIch girl don't?
i am common and i have common wan
but wat i wanna to say is.. i feel very much WAN to buy as i used to be
i already bought 4 dresses.. yet still wan to buy.
sigh.. everytime when i promise myself to save $, i will usually spend more
win liao lo
luckily i didn't buy expensive clothes. all below S$50
... u siao ah? where got 4 dresses total below S$50 one??
each <S$50
i giv myself a lousy excuse today.
""i told myself tat i can't everyday wear T-shirt n jean to work
it is nOt professional and impolite
thus i must buy office OL clothes""
BUT!~ i very understand myself tat i will regret if i wear OL clothes everyday
coz.. need to wash with extra care..
i am lazy.. thus i wil definitely regret
sigh.. then how? one side of mind says OL clothes, another T-shirt...
SOooo... i will try to wear my existing OL clothes next week.
if i can tahan 1 week.. then i can buy more.
emm.. good test.
(2) i realize recently i got some symptom of "MSN-addict"
no.. i don't mean i keep on use MSN
tat is not a addict..
bUt i realize.. i will type in funny way
somethIng like.. u see! like thIs la..
"bUt", "sometHIng" "thIs"
y ley? bcoz.. i use to type so when i msn-ing
to avoid d animation icon/character (watever u call it) to come out..
eg. i got "hi" icon.. thus i need to type "thing" in "thIng" in order to prevent "thing" become "t-hi ICON-ng"
eg.-2: "nothing" will be "vigously-share-head-icon_t_bling-bling-hi-icon_ng" very confusing lo. So better make it as "nOthIng", right?
understand?
.............
very lame update hoh?
i told u i got notHIng to update liao mah~
that's all lo..
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